profoundly,cheem

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cheemology.

a word coined by someone. barely an acquaintance. but not a phantom figure somehow existing in our cerebral consciousness either.
at least we both know tt each other is alive and breathing, and contributing to the emission of CO2 in the atmosphere.

somehow, you just haf to be profound in yr words, and perhaps, yr deeds too, juz to be noticed.

she wouldnt have noticed me.

if not for my blogs.

i was told, at least she can put a face to my name, or whenever she receives an SN, or a mere SMS from me.

some others in her phonebook, isnt so lucky.

in a way, im fortunate. coz, perhaps, God has given me the ability to be articulate enough for people to appreciate what im talking about.

or perhaps, if i choose to look at it in another way, what i say sometimes, dont make too much rationale, according to the human perceptions of common sense. it may not register properly, thus, it may be construed as cheem, or out-of-this-world.

so it can swing either way. eccentricity, or juz pure bullshitting crazy, whichever way the readers themselves think of what theyre reading.

what u may not understand, u see it as either crap, and brush it away, or something tt is too complex to comprehend, thus, "better". and then, u tend to attempt to appreciate it.

honestly speaking, i dont make an effort to sound cheem to make ppl notice me.

if possible, i wouldnt want to sound profound.

coz nowadays, i believe in the goodness of simplicity.

but, sometimes, simplicity doesnt explain everything.

it merely rubs off the intricacies and the grey matter that lies between the side of things. juz so it can be better fathomable by the public.

so much so, the truth of things, get distorted, and versions of the same subject appears.

so which is better?

hmm. i guess for now, im contented to blog with my subconscious level on.

ill write it, as the way it is.

;)