anissa's post 270108

260108 a significant date this year
had a conversation which opened can of worms
however, the conversation was ended amicably, assurance given to another

270108 woke up this morning heavy hearted
wanted to sleep in but why was i awake that early?
mum was in the kitchen
i stood there, my thoughts running faster than i can follow
then, i said it out loud
with trembling voice, i told mum the issue that was embedded in me
a tear dropped out of my right eye
mum didn't say a word about that tear, pretending she didn't see it
she then told me the story of dad and herself and concluded that kalau jodoh itu memang dah tersurat, ia akan kekal kuat

now, i feel better coz i spoke and mum listened
however, one qns shall remain, "do i, like many others, have to 'settle' too?"