i.want.just.you

sitting.standing . bugis village . banquet . sultan.mosque . amirah's.grill . suntec . sitting.standing .

its not a wonder or a coincidence that we came up with the term "self", and the fact that we are selfish creatures.
its not wrong to be concerned with our own plight and only ours.
our own happiness.
the intrusion of others were really not called for, especially when both were in need / (want?) of each other.
only.

its amazing/ironic how sometimes, we ignore our own whispered desires, juz so to give in to a better/larger good, but ended up to realise that the larger/better good aint necessary.
or we find that its not worth the trouble.
not worth the trouble to go thru so much trouble, as when the stakes are just minimal.
at all.
shitty aint it.
altruisim is indeed over-rated.
not when yr own basic needs (not wants!) are on the line.

if i could have it my way,
i would have sneaked us away,
and leave everyone clueless.
memang tak penting pun.
heheh. now, would that be evil?
:P

ill keep on reassuring you.
so long as you trust me.
:)