lighted.sparkle

"...

Ku mengerti perpisahan ini
Bukan kerana kau membenci
Tapi kasih yang pernah ku beri
Tiada lagi bersama

Sering kala aku terlihatkan mu
Impian nan indah tersulam bahagia

Ku harungi hari demi hari
Bersama wajah tak mungkin akan kembali
Tapi hati masih tak terima
Ditinggalkan sengsara

Keraguan ini bukanlah padamu
Perasaan hati masih rindu
Kekalutan ini hanyalah untukku
Tercari-cari bayanganmu

Tak sanggup aku kehilangan
Kehilanganmu

Masih tercari-cari
Keraguan ini bukanlah padamu
Masih tercari-cari bayanganmu
Tak sanggup aku kehilanganmu

..."

i can feel it.

the verge of distance.

separation.

yes. it was no more like before.

sure as hell, doz times are over, or at least, gonna be soon.

doz times.

short, yet fulfilling enuf.

like a lighted sparkle. it gets shorter and shorter, burning with an unadulterated fashion and a the same time, bringin light to my world.

i also realise soon, tt ill haf to keep the fire burning within me by myself.

yet i cant deny this emptiness which is engulfing me.

anguish is nearing. yes. i can surely feel it alrite. tts sumthin i cannot deny, and sumthin i cant run away from.

tears aint enuf to make ppl stay. so on my part, ill just let my heart shed its own tears silently. i dun haf to show it. ill do my best not to show it. i promise.

was it me? or was it just... things?

whatever it is, please know tt i do really love you. still. and ever will. and will always include u in my prayers to Him. coz it is u, tt made me go back to Him, and for that ill always be thankful.

Yours Truly,
Muse