every.moment.counts

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Pic taken by Weia. while chilling at east coast with fini and her geng.

the dam broke.
and in the comfort of who else, but her. wifey. nur.

the rush of emotions which was perhaps just begging to be out, was almost orgasmic.
and i did wonder how come it did not come out sooner.

the personal turmoil i was in, left me whimpering like a lost puppy in search for its mummy.

and the triggering effect?

another one of our classic typical quarrels, which like the previous times, i wasnt sure of how it was going to end.

the day surprisingly started off brightly.

was on my typical saturday morning shift, two days after my birthday.

during my break, i saw her. and instantaneously, my mood lifted. we exchanged gifts. and admittedly, emotions between the two of us were at an all-time high.

yes. there were happy tears. :) and no guessing for how my mood was like for the remainder of my shift.

later in the day though, the fateful stormy clouds rolled by.

and as mentioned, it manifested in the typical way, and somehow, deep inside me, i couldnt stand it.

i told her. everything.
and i was ugly.

but the thing is, i felt good after that.
and i could see how relieved she was, after hearing me out.

im glad.
because she understood.
and she was patient.

and after that, it seemed like i was falling in love with her all over again.

the breaking of fast session at breeks with two other couples friends of hers was a-okay.

and in between, we sneaked each other glances of both want, and coyness.

us. while waiting for the beatbox gig at outdoor.theater

us. with hada&suf, shima&up

i loved that.

.

she also made me a slide video.
with these words,

"There's nothing more i can do to tell you how much i love you...
You're my love, my heart and my soul...
9 things i love about you
Your sweet smiles
Your ooh soo sweet "muncung"
When you do those cute faces of yours
ooh.. so seductive eyes!!
And the list shall go on and on..
and on and on and on
i love the way you smile when we took pictures..
i love it when our cheeks meet..
i love it when you hold my hand and look at me in the eyes
i love it when you make me sit close to you...
i love it when i get to be so close to you..
i love it when you actually trusted me to help you overcome your fears..
And i simply love it when you look so innocent..
Thank you for your love, care and concern all these while.
It's been a great 9 months with you...
I have always loved you with all my heart.
And i am going to love you for the rest of my life...
For you, i will..
Happy 9th Months, and Happy 22nd Birthday.
I love you forever, and till death do us part.
For you, i will.."

in my starbucks limited edition journal. :)
see the words printed.

"today is the day.
make every moment count"

simple enough right.
but it holds a very useful advice.

treasure the moments with your loved ones, as if those moments would be your last.
you'll never know when they will go away.
its easy to take for granted each other, amidst the hustle and bustle of everyday life.
and that is why conscious effort is needed.
so that they will know that you still care for them.
best option is of coz, is through more than words.
and fortunately for me and nur, we managed to remind this to each other.
hey. even the best of us make mistakes :P

:)

Nur, thank you for being there.
my love for you is very much strong and burning bright. now, and god-willing, forever.

thank you my friends, for offering to lend me their listening ear.
appreciate it. very much.

take care all.
mwahs2!

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on a sidenote...
wifey nur is shortlisted as one of those running for title of Muslimah Anggun for an online Islam website. (Elegant Muslim Lady)

though she is already my Muslimah Anggun, do vote for her k k k? :)