HSM3

i watched high school musical 3 with Nur yesterday.
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though naturally my inclination is not towards the production which at first i find is, quite ridiculous and beyond the realistic,

i have to admit... that i pretty much enjoyed it.

not for the obvious teenage eye candy, nor the slick dance moves by cast,

but rather, because i get to be there with her.

she was happy, ecstatic... whatever you want to call it.
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and though i naturally dont like it at first, after submerging myself into her own interests with an open mind, the show was not that bad after all.

it was quite moving for me only right at the end, at the scene at the basketball court where the two best friends acknowledge that they have to move on separately in their lives.

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admittedly, it puts a dampener to my contentment right there and then...
but knowing that i have someone beside me who is willing to stay through thick and thin, certainly puts back the optimism in my heart.

:)

GT?

My personality type: the groundbreaking thinker. Take the free iPersonic personality test!in bold and italic are what i think is true.

Groundbreaking Thinkers are charming, enthusiastic persons. They really bubble over with energy and like to take centre stage. They love variety both professionally and privately. 

Groundbreaking Thinkers tackle changes consistently with their optimism and firm belief in their own abilities; they are always on the look-out for improvement possibilities. Their excellent communication skills are of great advantage to them here. They approach the world with curiosity and openness and master new situations with a great deal of talent for improvising and with resourcefulness. 

Their spare time is taken up with a large number of hobbies; most Groundbreaking Thinkers like to travel in order to gather as many different impressions as possible. 

This personality type is unbeatable at discovering new possibilities.Groundbreaking Thinker

In their work, Groundbreaking Thinkers highly rate challenges and diversified tasks. 

They cannot stand routine and too detailed work. They love to astound others with bold ideas for an original, new project and then leave it up to the others to implement them. Hierarchies, rules and regulations arouse their opposition and they love outsmarting the system. It is vital to them that they enjoy their work; if this is the case, they quickly become pure workaholics. Their creativity best takes effect when they work independently; but they are very good at motivating others and infecting them with their optimistic nature. Conceptual or advisory activities appeal especially to Groundbreaking Thinkers. It can happen that some people feel somewhat duped by their flexible, spontaneous nature.

Their sociability and enterprise ensure that Groundbreaking Thinkers always have a large circle of friends and acquaintances in which activity plays an important role. As they are mostly in a good mood, they are popular and very welcome guests. 

Grumbling and peevishness are unknown to them. 

However, they do tend to be a little erratic and unstable when it comes to obligations and this makes them appear to be unreliable to some. Groundbreaking Thinkers are very critical and demanding when it comes to picking a partner because they look for the ideal relationship and have a very concrete picture of this ideal relationship. Mutual aims in life are very important to them. They do not like compromising and would rather remain alone. For the partner, it is often a challenge to have a long-term relationship with a Groundbreaking Thinker. Groundbreaking Thinkers need a lot of space and diversity or otherwise they become bored and feel cramped. Types who are rather more traditionalistic often have problems with the willingness of Groundbreaking Thinkers to take risks and their often crazy, spontaneous actions. 

However, if one can summon up sufficient flexibility and tolerance for them, one will never be bored in their presence and will always have a loyal and faithful partner.

Adjectives which describe your type

extroverted,

theoretical, logical, spontaneous, rational, innovative, intellectual, open, independent, curious

enterprising, analytical, clever, enthusiastic, venturesome, inventive, energetic, sociable, optimistic, 

non-conformist

creative, 

freedom-loving

charming, able to get enthusiastic, self-confident, communicative, capricious, inconsistent, outgoing

These subjects could interest you

documentaries, books, talks, museums, 

computer, Internet, strategy games, 

politics, drawing/painting

unbroken.contract

the art of defining yourself.

so who are you?
"Khairi".

no no. im not asking for your name.
"im a student"

no no. im not asking for your occupation.
so who are you?

...

the dualism of human nature.

on one hand, you're born to express your consciousness, to carve your inner being into our surroundings. the individual that exists, has to bear the unquenchable thirst for acknowledgment.

on the other hand however, to fully form yourselves, you need to do a favor for others, to form their own beings and identity. so that they can do it for you. to acknowledge you.

without others, the being is no longer.

honour the social contract.
no matter how much you want to do the things that you would love to.

erased.pretensions

"He who walks in the valley of death shall fear no evil."
this line struck me while i was in the bus on the way to school this morning.

a quick check online reveals the original phrase and the source.

The Lord is my Shepherd; I shall not want.
He maketh me to lie down in green pastures:
He leadeth me beside the still waters.
He restoreth my soul:
He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for His name' sake.

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil: For thou art with me;
Thy rod and thy staff, they comfort me.
Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies;
Thou annointest my head with oil; My cup runneth over.

Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the House of the Lord forever.

The 23rd Psalm
the fear of everything else, gone, knowing by the fact that you can stand by Him, the Almighty, God, Allah.

the invisible entity which holds much influence over the minds of how people work and think.

giving the reason to all that is mystical, and the unexplained, and the impossible questions which the sphere of rational science cannot explain.

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to put it honestly, i dont know where is this post heading. perhaps that is it.

im still left clueless, and even after all these extended years of academic pursuit, im left even more wayward.

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are we really in a need to express our being?
or even to quench this thirst of us of imprinting our presence in our surroundings.

sometimes i do think that our added human consciousness is a curse.

but if there is no sense of species being at all, what is the (bloody) point of it all?

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too many red pills i have let my mind consume, you might think.

Urgh.

i guess at this point of time, i shall have to go on in this journey, not knowing.
whoever came up with this line is right.

"true knowledge is knowing that you do not know."

Allah, forgive me for all those times i have sinned.
For i am just another one of your ignorant servants.

Yes. You are the reason why i am still walking on this forsaken Earth.
Deep down inside, you are the reason why i even exist.
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The Joker

He makes me realize that only us (then who else?!) are capable enough of laughing upon witnessing something which is essentially evil in itself. Killing, for example.

We are only civilised, only to the extent as how the situation allows us to be.
When we are pushed to a corner, we will not hesitate to act in the expense of another.

He disturbs me. A great deal.

But what the heck, so long as i have my Nur who never fails to leave me warm and fuzzy inside whenever shes in my presence, everything should be okay... right?

5 days ago is the 300th day for the both of us. and today is our 10months together.

:).
good or bad, bitter or sweet, we will overcome anything, and everything.

thanks syg, for still sticking by me.
and no. the journey ahead wont be all plain and smooth-sailing.
theres more excitement to come definitely. ;)

so let us get to know each other better, shall we? Muacks!

red.hot!~









Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Id like to wish all that ive known so far in my entire life; friends, acquiantances, foes, strangers alike,...
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. :)

Buzz me.
I'll be nice.

Really.