ano-me

0256hrs.
i am still awake.
and i cannot sleep.
my mind is travelling, yet it came back to where it started.
rationality.
faith.
love.
ideas.
are they real.
or just.
illusions.
god forgot to lock 1 devil in this holy month,
and that 1 devil is in me.
how do i trust that whatever happens is for the good,
and in plan,
when we are given the freedom of choice.
or is the plan not fixed.
emotions make us human.
yet, they are the bane of our existence.
we break down when we seemingly cant hold on,
and we run amok when we are robbed.
people, things.
we posses them.
nothingness,
is insanity.
when you dont own anything, youre not tied down.
see.
i told you.
now, can you still bear with me.
or should you just keep my body,
but throw my brains out.
cause after all, that thing left would still be...
me.
0305hrs.