zombie.pose

after a lil bit of euphoria rushin thru me and stuff, these coupla days, today, i felt a lil bit tad different.

somehow, everythin during the day, seemed like a dream.

from the moment i went to yishun mrt at 8am in the morning, juz to top up my sisters' ezlink card, to the moment when i was in the train on the way back from school.

urgh.

daze.

unconscious.

i remember myself giving crappy critical comments during tutorial.

yes. somehow, for tt hr, i couldnt really control my mouth. someone should have juz shoot me, and i wouldnt really mind.

then something happened. its as if my mind juz decided to shut down by itself.

rite to the meeting after tt, and thru the ride home with jason.

im there. but not there.

perhaps, i dont haf the mood for freakin anything.

so, imma let myself be.

argh.

save me.

(and most of my freaking readings are untouched)

someone's dad's words kept ringing in my mind. at least, for this moment as im typing this.

"man can be logical, yet not rational. and he can be rational, yet not logical."

...

this morning, till abt 3am or so, had a chat with a phantom fren. ;P

kinda deep. and we opened each other's minds.

unfortunately, my mind is slowly slipping off the things we talked about.

help me?